I love you.
Don’t you know what that means? It means my life is yours. My heart is yours. My mind is yours. All I have to give, I give to you. All I have to create, I create for you. It means I’d lay down my life for you within a heartbeat, no less than a heartbeat. It means that you complete me.
But don’t you know that this only works, if you love me back?
Don’t give up on me. Fight for me like I’m fighting for you. Give me your all, because I’m giving you mine. Let’s make this work; let’s stay together no matter what; let’s not let anyone come between us…
When I’m at the end of my rope
You never stop
Believin’ in me when I don’t know
Who I am
Or what I’m supposed to be
I don’t give you no good reason
But baby, don’t give up on me
When did it become okay or normal for me to be like this?
When did crying myself to sleep every night become a regular thing.
When did screaming into my pillow trying to muffle the sounds of my cries for help become an option.
When did not sleeping because I’m so scared of my dreams become a…
I know I mess up regularly.
I know I say things I don’t mean.
And I get upset too easily.
I know little things bother me
and then it bothers you.
And I know I’m a lot to deal with.
I’ve been going through so much
and you have been there for me.
And I know it is so exhausting
and tiring and weary…
I’ll do better someday .. Just please don’t give up on me. This is my message to pretty much everyone who knows me. I’m sorry I don’t do the best I can, I try but it’s so hard… I’ll get there
We had something like nobody else,
we went through stroms and swam in the hard sea,
there was nothing that has stopped us,
You and me were happy.
we planed to live together,
in a apartment with one of the dogs.
we tried so hard to defight the world,
that didnt make it…